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    April 12

    我喜欢的

    觉得自己是个博爱的人,有很多喜欢的,无可救药的爱上了然后一直沉迷不愿清醒。不知道这是懦弱的逃避,还是别人口中的“另类”。

    我喜欢在夜里关掉所有的灯光放音乐,单纯的我和音乐。那是一种声音的存在感,不是疗伤。。存在而已。不去回想也不联想,只是单纯的感受某个旋律与我存在同一个空间里,有点孤独却也纯粹。

    我喜欢独自喝红酒,而且要喝到思绪有些晕眩,就像现在。红酒有丰富的层次感刺激我的味蕾,涩涩的之后会淡出一股甜,很短暂的甜足以激发内心深处追求满足的欲望,混合着酒精融在血液里,透出浅浅的腮红,比上妆好看。。我认为。

    我喜欢跑步,一项曾经赌咒再也不从事的运动。可是也喜欢了,在年龄增长到某个类似于成熟的点。这个简单而且枯燥到达极致的运动,神奇的令浮躁的内心回归平静,在汹涌的喘息中寻找活着的真实感,是啊,健康的活着令我万分的满足,觉得自己富有。

    我喜欢吃零食的时候旁边有个人陪着我一起吃,不管对方是否真的想吃,也不是因为我的大方有礼,我只是需要你陪我而已。那是一个简单的同步动作,却足以觉得有人在身边分享我的一切,固执的认为身边的人会永远的这样陪着我,就算是自欺欺人也无所谓。

    我喜欢去陌生的地方走走。和陌生的人聊天然后永远不见。认识这个自己永远也看不透的世界就像解一道没有答案的数学题,傻傻的乐在其中,还骄傲的炫耀已得的步骤,虽然结果是个死胡同也义无反顾的一头栽进去。

    我喜欢在吹蜡烛之前唱生日快乐,虽然没有听众,可仍然不愿意错过难得的机会,就像小时候一样。

    我喜欢远远的看着我的男人,这段距离令那个男人看起来更接近我的完美。他的每一个动作都与我无关,如同陌生人一般的审视着,然后浅浅的笑了,他看起来像个好男人。

    我喜欢黑巧克力,越黑越好。

    我喜欢我的古琴,多年的不离不弃,已然成为生命的一部分。很久不碰的琴弦会割痛手指,就像一个孩子气的恋人,需要宠着。

    我的喜欢是独立的,之间没有暧昧的关联。是坚强的,我习惯了多年。是孤独的,总是默默自然而然的进行。是温暖的,在朋友提起的时候。是可笑的,别人总认为我挺小。也是必不可缺的,因为我的喜欢定义了我整个的自己。


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    Joeywrote:
    I know...it has been a LONG time since I talked to u. I've been super busy at work. Hopefully, I will have more time catching up with u once summer starts! ^_^! MISS U 2.....with lots of hugs and kisses!
    June 17
    钰芃 付wrote:
    语言优美o
    Apr. 22

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